THIS IS MAH ANGREH FASE! >:C

I’m seriously going to end up with abandonment issues here. Twice people! FUCKING TWICE have I felt like a person or group of people I liked and trusted left me out in the cold. You could say three, but really, I only liked some of the people in FS, and most of them seem to have been abandoned along with me.

If you want the story for the first time, suffice to say I was left out of a continuation of ICC 10 after clearing only the first wing, ie, the stuff we had on farm. This opened me up to suggestions by Ithrean that ended with me spending money on not just a server transfer, but a faction change. That’s a nice chunk of change. And I did it on the PROMISE from him that I would be in the raid group he and 3 others were starting. It never materialized and I have, to date, raided three times on Mok since the transfer. Twice I was a guildie-pug. Brought in after someone else left.

“Oh that’s ok, there’s too much drama here anyway, we’ll make our own guild!”

And now he’s left for another server entirely. And isn’t coming back.

At this point I decided “Fuck it. I wonder if Ior still wants to make a guild on Suramar.” Because apparently if you want to do something, you have to shove everyone in that direction your own fucking self. And take no promises.

Small warning: I’m pissed at the moment. Hrm, maybe I should have said that right away…

Anyway, Ior does, and so we have committed to getting a baby-Cata guild started. We have founded the guild and are hammering out details; I play Guild-Master-Who-Kicks-Behinds and he plays Webmaster-And-Nice-Guy. He’s leveling his baby priest and I’m leveling Xanth 2.0… and wondering if I shouldn’t just give in and drop the coin for yet another server transfer and faction change. The only thing stopping me, honestly, is that would leave Adu alone on WRA, and I at least do NOT abandon friends.

If she wants to raid, I will be there. I can’t raid lead, (no, seriously, I have near nervous breakdowns when I try) but I can Hunter-class lead and I can pour hate down boss-maws. And she’ll have me at least until Cataclysm hits.

But at the same time, I’ve reached a point where my Bullshit saturation has peaked. I simply refuse to leave my WoW life in other peoples’ hands anymore. I’ve done that from day one, and it saw me riding on my best friend’s coattails into raiding guilds, seeing Kara runs break down because no one had the balls to tell people to STFU or GTFO, had me sidelined multiple times, and cost me some Wrath raiding content.

No. Fucking. More.

The world is exploding soon. I am exploding now.

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